MY JESUS

Hey to be honest i dont know how to begun with, as today i have had a surprisingly a good start of the day,last night i had a very sweet dream of "JESUS" today when i woke up i just felt so different about myself, dont know how to express that feeling in words so fresh and light.It makes me remind me when i was a kid and i didnt knew anything what was "GOD" and all about his exsistance in this world, not even when i recived my first holy communion.Well untill one fine day when i was in my secondary school and i had failed in my unit test, and i was so depressed that i was all alone with my self and didnt even knew how to pray, or rather didnt mean what i prayed or siad. I remember it very vividly it was sunday afternoon and i was sitting alone outside my house on a parapit and looking up to the sky so blue and clear, and was sadly gazing at it, and at that moment my GODFATHER just came and asked me what happend, why was i so sad, i told him that i didnt do well in my exams and dont know why does GOD allow all these sad moments in our lives, then he told me DO U KNOW GOD? and i siad ya who is in church and then he told me, no JESUS is the replica of GOD we have not seen, andJESUS he is a loving person and u can be his friend and talk to him what you want, what u like and what u feel as well.JESUS loves us all and so is you, that was the journey of my spiritual exploration, and i owe this all to my GODFATHER.Afterall it was after that incident that i realized how to move on with my life no matter what the hardships may come, and also that after every tough exams in our lives we just become better and stronger to face the storms ahead . After that i was really keen in knowing about my religion and was close to my spiritual side of my life( am not ashamed to mention it no matter what the world thinks).Then as i grew I was more occupied with my life than to pay attention with my spiritual life, but JESUS has been there for me when ever I want him or need him, although I have been thinking a lot about my life and what I should do with it, I STRONGLY TRUST IN JESUS . Has been my strength and my hope when I was hopeless or broken in my life .Even today I am busy with my life and working, hardly get time to go to church or spend time with GOD, but I know at the end of the day I say in my heart I LOVE U JESUS . I can never break away from the spiritual experience that I have had about JESUS in my most impressionable age as I grew up. So far life has been a journey within my self to learn and grow and know more as I move ahead with my life but all that I am today I will OWE to HIM always as he has been my only ONE, whom I have gone up to when I am all alone in the walk of my life.Today I have flashed all the memeories of my childhood so loving and so sweet that I feel very nice today to have remembered all this , seems like yesterday…… But as for now I have to get back to work , am feeling just so nice. Anyways I will be back soon………………