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How else would i have to say it...rather go on about it.Is life strange or strangely life is always playing,laughing,telling me something.... do i have a reason to support whats go in my mind or am i dreaming. I have Parents, Wow amazing! is that the expression am i suppose to give!!!. I really don't know why are we not able to choose what we want rather than living with something or someone for the entire life which has no meaning... I do not know how well can i justify :Divinology" of His creation but my realization to this reality had done much harm than good... I can say. Life moves on... be it me or for someone else in this world. I wonder if i need to keep this rooted deep into my heart or do i have to let it go and move on with life? (its a question am asking my self).I am just a human and sometimes i don't like to go through the pain which is so deep.Detaching something which you have lived most of your life and now suddenly at the peak of your life, you have to make a choice makes it more challenging at the same time its a feeling you want to let go and take it off you shoulder as soon as possible.The pain and the unwanting felling makes one to go away from everything thats surrounds them rather me in this case.How and to whom am i to complain... I have started taking things with pinch of salt! hahhahah ... I know it may sound a little weird but that's the best i can do for myself alone.I don't know is it lucky to have parents, or lucky to be a orphan or an orphan to have loving parents would be lucky combination.. i guess.In this busy world who has time to feel and understand what one goes through "HURT" in capital letters.. All i know is that its like a dead parable somewhere deep in my heart never to reach my soul as I know its not worth taking it at such a high level of my conscience. So, here it brings the end of my story may be the good, bad or the ugly...how does that matter.. No more when you deal with Biologically Foster Parents!!!
