Sunday, April 11, 2010

I Am Columbus OF My Own Soul!



I do not know how to start coz I dint realize that I was already in the journey.. I was a passenger in my own soul... wondering to lands of unknown & learning the way of life or should I say Life showing me the way to go. I have seen the sun touching the waves like a golden brush of a painter running through... & in the night its like the moon acting like a torch through a dark sky spreading its shimmery light.. I felt that its so awesome to watch it.. I am in the journey of my own soul... A navigator like Columbus, not knowing that life has to still show me so much within the hide & seek of day & night... like days passing by like flowing water. I am learning many things in this journey discovering to like, Love, passion, emotion,wanting & letting it go,actions of my reactions, waking up with smile... & waking up with heartache... When I am the only one for me when i need the most to know where I have been and why... When I me myself is asking How can I.Although I am loving the journey as it unfolds all the people I meet & all who are in journey with me, amazingly some of the surprises have come as smile & few as snow balls hitting u rite at you face & you cannot do nothing about it,but in midst of all this battle I have emerged strong & willing to be stronger.I have been naive soul wanting to carve out my map of life,naming the destinations & also showing the way through my eyes of heart & brain to be a part.Impressions have been strong when I have let someone so deeply connected to me & I have carved my own pinnacle in their heart.. like wishes answered on the wings of prayers... flying to the coast which make your wishes "Eternity" ... I don't know if Thou has written my destiny like this or I was given the gift to unwrap the pieces of the puzzle as I journey along.. with the feel of touch, sense of smell & a Heart to embrace with open arms like a Paradise of my dreams... Cant complaint coz I would have not been the way I am... had it not been the ocean of life making me stand strong with every wind & Storm....
A spectacular journey... Still " I Am Columbus OF My Own Soul"

Saturday, April 10, 2010

The Art of Reading Life!




Strange but true how is it possible that Emotions can be so much beyond Grey sells of our brains... don't know if its the heart that rules or the wink of brain stops for a second..hahah I know makes me wonder too.... For instances sometimes you can just relate to someone so close, that reading the thoughts just becomes like reading the them like an open book or some one may have just touched you soul & strangely its not some one You know as your own, but still making you feel that here you belong forever.. with eyes being the window to the heart where nothing is hidden. You are just sitting there & watching the foot prints on your heart & you don't know what to say coz your thoughts are still trying to make sense to you and the foot prints are making a special place... You want to run & let it go, But you still holding on to it.. don't know where to place the feeling, Love it, Like it hate it or just Nice... Unable to view the clear picture when the fog is so strong. You wanna change the meaning of Life for sometime & wish that, what if you could spend your lifetime in that moment, but you cant predict the seasons to go unchanged while you weaving the bed of your dreams, just like castles in the air.. hoping to be a reality someday.Some times the rays of sun through the dark clouds are a beautiful picture to watch but doesn't not last long,however the glimpse stays like a fresh morning dew in your heart forever.. no one can change the feeling or take away from you till the last breath of the life... Ever wondered when you feel so cold in winter & when you sit in the morning sun it feels like the warmth is hugging you... a melting feeling but speaks so much that words cannot express... Some untold memories are just like that never to be forgotten!

Thursday, April 08, 2010

Beyond Myself!



We are all Visitors of Time, people come & people go some make the time stand still in our lives... and that's when those become memories never to be forgotten. If I ever Leave this planet i will want to weave the blanket of emotions only filled with love, along with the tears & smiles I shared with You Baby!! Are u lessening to my whispers of my heart.... I don't if i can hold time & make you walk with me to the place I want you to come with me or express my thoughts which has so many things to say... Hey are u lessening to my whispers of my heart.. Somewhere in the noise of my day to day things I just wanna hide my silence.. Which longs for you to listen to the hush sound & the breeze that just touched you & went by... Are u listening
I don't know I will ever be able to tell you this How much I love You beyond this words I cannot express the Feeling I have.. But I know Baby I became Somebody Through Loving you the meaning was so true that You make me Find myself
I wanna sing that song "Dear Life"
Sometimes in life,
You run across a love unknown,
Without a reason, it seems like you, belong.
Hold on Dear Life,
Dont go off running from whats new,
I became somebody, through loving you.

Its simple Magical ♥