Biologically Foster Parents!

How else would i have to say it...rather go on about it.Is life strange or strangely life is always playing,laughing,telling me something.... do i have a reason to support whats go in my mind or am i dreaming. I have Parents, Wow amazing! is that the expression am i suppose to give!!!. I really don't know why are we not able to choose what we want rather than living with something or someone for the entire life which has no meaning... I do not know how well can i justify :Divinology" of His creation but my realization to this reality had done much harm than good... I can say. Life moves on... be it me or for someone else in this world. I wonder if i need to keep this rooted deep into my heart or do i have to let it go and move on with life? (its a question am asking my self).I am just a human and sometimes i don't like to go through the pain which is so deep.Detaching something which you have lived most of your life and now suddenly at the peak of your life, you have to make a choice makes it more challenging at the same time its a feeling you want to let go and take it off you shoulder as soon as possible.The pain and the unwanting felling makes one to go away from everything thats surrounds them rather me in this case.How and to whom am i to complain... I have started taking things with pinch of salt! hahhahah ... I know it may sound a little weird but that's the best i can do for myself alone.I don't know is it lucky to have parents, or lucky to be a orphan or an orphan to have loving parents would be lucky combination.. i guess.In this busy world who has time to feel and understand what one goes through "HURT" in capital letters.. All i know is that its like a dead parable somewhere deep in my heart never to reach my soul as I know its not worth taking it at such a high level of my conscience. So, here it brings the end of my story may be the good, bad or the ugly...how does that matter.. No more when you deal with Biologically Foster Parents!!!

Cranky At Work!!!!

Since the time I have felt that i am ok to go to work.....after I was sick for a while... work is just taking on me.. man... today was one of those day wen I never thought that work would be so much difficult that I felt like closer to be crazy.. just damm crazy.. for a second I was think is this really me who takes up challenge on my stride.Thats was I have always believed in myself.Duno today was one odd day that my was just gave up not wanting to face my Manager and any of my superiors... damm wat was i thinkin. But Finally I am able to relax after that huge burst of tears and consoling by my friends and my TL. I just feel a lil better not all that great. I have to take this in my stride man... no other go its not bout anyone else its to myself I have to prove it to myself... cant run away from I, Me,Myself. I have to do something and although I did break into tears,which I never intended to do so... I am not liking it at all.Now am wondering why the hell did i break down... I should have not.But any which ways.. I am happy that something is better than nothing.I now a have cler mind and a feeling a 1step closer to reach the top... Dont I deserve a Pat on my back now.... lol... hahahaaaa but all said and done.Time to go to bed and Hope tomorrow comes with a smile :)!!!!

Pigs In The Air... Beware!

Pigs are just Flying in the air nowadays... I am down with fever today not too well... just came from the the doctor's clinic... no worries no swine flu :) thank God.But this ongoing death rates have made so uneasy for most of the people around the world.Now I wonder if swine flu was first discovered in U.S .... what are these people doing... today its spread all around the world.Making movies on Super Heroes and saving the world is not enough... Pigs notoriously eat just about anything thrown their way, and rub up against each other frequently, readily passing infections within herds. Their stomachs are remarkably tolerant environs for microbes, which since ancient times have caused illness in humans who dined on raw or undercooked pork. Investigation of the 1918 influenza pandemic, which is now estimated to have killed up to 100 million people worldwide in 18 months, revealed that the viral culprit was a type H1N1 human flu that had infected pigs, and then circulated back to humans.Following country’s first fatality in Swine flu, sixteen more cases of H1N1 influenza have been discovered across the country, thus taking the total number of cases to 574.I only wish that there is a way out of this soon and we can save lives around the world.The only Hope "God Save Us"

MJ Lives Forever!

Its a Sad news that MJ has died.I had always loved his music.He is and will always be loved through the world as the "TRUE KING OF POP".I grew up on his songs... specially heal the world.. Its was such a shock not only to me but to all his fans all around the world.I am a one of his fans and i cant believe that he is no more...:( . The tribute to Michael Jackson concert was one of its kind in the History of Hollywood.. specially the few words said by his daughter paris.. very heart touching.Although many speculations still holds his death even today,but at the end of it all... the King Of Pop is no more among us.All i have to say in few Words is dat...
Michael I will really miss you and Love you Always ♥

Am Back

Hey

Its been ages since i last wrote something .... now am back on and surely this time have loads to write bout wait and watch!